The first passion of my life has been the capturing of an essence in paint and sketch.
Scrying
An intentional practice of focusing one’s perception on a chosen medium to receive visions, symbols, or messages, aimed at understanding hidden truths, future possibilities, or insights into the subconscious, often relying on intuition and subjective interpretation.
These paintings can serve for the person as amulets, talismans, maps or even personalized symbols of self. I mainly work with the sound of a voice message they give me to get into a trance in which I can translate their energy into a painting.
Although I interpret these paintings once they are shared, the person themselves has their own answer to what their energy is revealing about them and their surroundings. Same as in group readings, where people perceive only a fraction of the meaning of the painting of a person.
These paintings are meant to be used as a way to explore oneself energetically and subconsciously.
Some of the Paintings I have done for a few people, and how I interpreted them
(My own, the person’s interpretation is not in these texts):
“Saturnus”
The peak of the idea of light before the great fall. A point where time feels like a black hole, constantly contracting before it bursts out of energy.
A place where the subconscious seems silent while it shapes the backseats to take the hit from the front.
In all honesty, you won’t be able to ignore it any longer.
You are in the process of facing a deep shadow aspect of self.
“Attachment”
When attachment leaves a stain on our self-worth.
A moment in time when self-worth lost its roots.
The forgotten self that has sought to rediscover itself on the outside, molding itself to make an idea of self fit into who it is.
It’s time to be honest, stop trying to make something that isn’t meant for you fit, and be your own foundation.
“Expressive Truth”
The embodiment of intuitive and perceptual truth.
Standing in one’s own light and truth, protecting one’s light, heart, and worth. This person knows who they are, what they feel, and how much they feel. They protect their heart and worth from the world, guarding it and projecting it onto themselves.
It’s time to shine.
No more dimming lights.
No more hiding behind the mind.
Integrate it into the physical self.
“Intellectualize the Self”
I see what I feel,
I judge it,
But I am not sure if I will ever get to feel it.
A moment in time when feeling one’s feelings was inconvenient. Knowing became more relevant, action more meaningful, but it was never understood how to experience it.
Your mind has become a double-edged sword rather than an expressive truth.
It has become a void masked as a defense mechanism to the raw experience of who you are.
Now lies the hard question,
Do you want to live as who you truly are?
“Higher Knowing
A deeper trust that there’s more to existence and a will to express it, even if ridiculed.
Understanding that the idea of a being has multiple angles and dimensions to its existence.
A person who has connected to self-worth, expression, the heart, and intuition as their foundation.
Undervaluing the importance of the physical. Avoiding the darkness. Seeking to escape from its own shadow.
Remember that the brightest lights cause the harshest shadows.
“Unseen”
I feel,
a lot,
more than you’d know,
But no one sees me.
A depleted heart that has only been given burden, pressure, and judgment.
Yet it is taught to see its own worthiness.
A foundation built on a shaky sense of self, where the heart has learnt to be tamed so as to feel self-controlled.
Survival, to push the world away, inside a battle to never feel naked again.
Will I ever know what it is like to allow myself to be loved?
“Re-calibrating”
The dawn before the morning.
A period of transcendence, picking up the broken pieces and building one’s own temple. Reliving the light and the dark one more time.
Exactly then, when knowledge and understanding have their last ball before realization.
A moment in time before you finally feel.
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